It has been a long time.
Wow.
Uh.
Hi.
I am writing this because Joe pointed out that I don't update any more.
So, here's Adam's life, updated.
Regarding the endlessly entertaining drama (it has to be funny to SOMEONE), I'm friends with my friend again. I succeeded in shutting down the part of my brain responsible for my feelings for her. It also deals with emotions in other things, so I ended up being a much more balanced, dare I say HAPPIER person.
I'm sure if I ever take the locks off that part of myself that all the old passions will rise to the surface again, but.... the only way that will happen is if she or someone else shows serious interest in me.
There are drawbacks. There always are. If I remove these locks, say, because I'm interested in someone else.... realistically, my feelings for her will probably come back and I will be very confused and weird. But, realistically.... how likely is that?
I am recovering from a hard drive failure. Lost a lot of notes, lost a lot of writing and 3D work and pictures and other things. Nothing earth-shattering, just really sad.
I'm still slogging my way through college 1.0. I still have no idea what I'm doing. Possible things to pursue are a career in vehicle customizations, making a living by starting businesses based on my occasional good ideas, and something that I'll do 'just to make money' while I pursue what I actually enjoy.
My shiny babycar doesn't run. Hasn't for most of the time I've had it. I'm getting there, though.
Overall, little of interest. I could go on about all the aggravating things that happen at work, about how horrifyingly backwards I am in all things social, how sad it is that I'm going to end up alone forever or whatnot.... but why?
Why not just... appreciate what I have, while I have it?
I do regret my continuing failure as a Christian. I wish I led the kind of life that inspired people to consider my faith seriously, but I don't. I wish a lot of things.
As I spend more and more time on my newly reborn computer, I'll be catching up on my old projects more and more. Hopefully I'll be happier and more inclined to update here as I do things.
Uh.
Hi.
I am writing this because Joe pointed out that I don't update any more.
So, here's Adam's life, updated.
Regarding the endlessly entertaining drama (it has to be funny to SOMEONE), I'm friends with my friend again. I succeeded in shutting down the part of my brain responsible for my feelings for her. It also deals with emotions in other things, so I ended up being a much more balanced, dare I say HAPPIER person.
I'm sure if I ever take the locks off that part of myself that all the old passions will rise to the surface again, but.... the only way that will happen is if she or someone else shows serious interest in me.
There are drawbacks. There always are. If I remove these locks, say, because I'm interested in someone else.... realistically, my feelings for her will probably come back and I will be very confused and weird. But, realistically.... how likely is that?
I am recovering from a hard drive failure. Lost a lot of notes, lost a lot of writing and 3D work and pictures and other things. Nothing earth-shattering, just really sad.
I'm still slogging my way through college 1.0. I still have no idea what I'm doing. Possible things to pursue are a career in vehicle customizations, making a living by starting businesses based on my occasional good ideas, and something that I'll do 'just to make money' while I pursue what I actually enjoy.
My shiny babycar doesn't run. Hasn't for most of the time I've had it. I'm getting there, though.
Overall, little of interest. I could go on about all the aggravating things that happen at work, about how horrifyingly backwards I am in all things social, how sad it is that I'm going to end up alone forever or whatnot.... but why?
Why not just... appreciate what I have, while I have it?
I do regret my continuing failure as a Christian. I wish I led the kind of life that inspired people to consider my faith seriously, but I don't. I wish a lot of things.
As I spend more and more time on my newly reborn computer, I'll be catching up on my old projects more and more. Hopefully I'll be happier and more inclined to update here as I do things.