Is it cyclic?

[admiralsenn]

I look at my last post here and even though it's been a while - even though so much has happened - it's still accurate, and now it's even relevant again.

I tried to get over her and got so depressed that I almost lost her friendship. And it's going to take some work to maintain before I can think about stealing her for myself.

Why did I forget to be happy? It's such a stupid thing to do...

I am going to marry this girl if it kills me.