fool
why do I push myself too my bodys extent
why do I shread my mind to think of new things
why do I destroy myself to get over me
maybe Im just a fool
I continue forward with reckless abandon
but i constantly look back at what Ive done
Ive been silent when I should have spoken
and done things best left not
never thinking twice till it was past
maybe Im just a fool
until now I think and ponder
some way to get your attention
and when i have it I freeze
then think some more
I cant come to a decision
my heart, mind, and soul divided
always looking at the puzzle missing one piece
maybe Im just a fool
maybe I need somone to fill it in
somone to show me where i went wrong
or maybe where i went right
or it might not even matter
because
maybe Im a fool
for you...
Hah! figure that out! Okay today went okay, meaning I survived but we had crazy PT this morning on top of a sore body and then followed by falling down, a lot. Our training today was landing, at least preparing for a 16 foot per second drop in any direction. So I messed up two uniforms and a pair of boots twice(we were jumping into dusty gravel, dont ask I dont know). Most of the dropping was from two or three feet though so it wasnt too bad but it still hurt after a while.
This weekend is a four day for me! So Im leaving post one way or another, the only question is where. Depending on how my duty is set up (because my platoon has it this week) Ill try to go to Charleston and see Elise and if not Ill go to my aunts place in Montgomery (sorry its just closer, and she's driving)
Ok I need sleep if its possible to recover so talk to yall later!
why do I shread my mind to think of new things
why do I destroy myself to get over me
maybe Im just a fool
I continue forward with reckless abandon
but i constantly look back at what Ive done
Ive been silent when I should have spoken
and done things best left not
never thinking twice till it was past
maybe Im just a fool
until now I think and ponder
some way to get your attention
and when i have it I freeze
then think some more
I cant come to a decision
my heart, mind, and soul divided
always looking at the puzzle missing one piece
maybe Im just a fool
maybe I need somone to fill it in
somone to show me where i went wrong
or maybe where i went right
or it might not even matter
because
maybe Im a fool
for you...
Hah! figure that out! Okay today went okay, meaning I survived but we had crazy PT this morning on top of a sore body and then followed by falling down, a lot. Our training today was landing, at least preparing for a 16 foot per second drop in any direction. So I messed up two uniforms and a pair of boots twice(we were jumping into dusty gravel, dont ask I dont know). Most of the dropping was from two or three feet though so it wasnt too bad but it still hurt after a while.
This weekend is a four day for me! So Im leaving post one way or another, the only question is where. Depending on how my duty is set up (because my platoon has it this week) Ill try to go to Charleston and see Elise and if not Ill go to my aunts place in Montgomery (sorry its just closer, and she's driving)
Ok I need sleep if its possible to recover so talk to yall later!