Failure
I failed I didnt come close to fixing my car, my dream for a year has come crashing down. I wasn't overly concerned with performance or looks when I first got it, it was my car and I got it for cheap, it was my hoorah to the world. Then I ran out of money then I discovered dangerous amounts of rust and the problems kept coming, but I continued to persevere and kept going. Whatever being of heaven or hell however decided to stop me. We could have done it tonight, we could have done it a week ago; but Mikey kept forgeting parts the final pain we had the people and the time but we couldn't do anything without those parts. I got fucking screwed.
This morning I was supposed to drop the engine in and then go hang out with people or pack my stuff away. It ended up taking till three or four and then people were busy or had something else to do. So now Im pretty much screwed but went with frank and Mike H. to get dinner and when we got home, we realized we screwed something up and had to do it over again. I wanted to do something fun today really my last full day here, but now I just wish I had some cigarettes or alcohol or something to help me get over my failures.
I feel like my life is a Linkin Park song
This morning I was supposed to drop the engine in and then go hang out with people or pack my stuff away. It ended up taking till three or four and then people were busy or had something else to do. So now Im pretty much screwed but went with frank and Mike H. to get dinner and when we got home, we realized we screwed something up and had to do it over again. I wanted to do something fun today really my last full day here, but now I just wish I had some cigarettes or alcohol or something to help me get over my failures.
I feel like my life is a Linkin Park song