tired of waiting
no one cries because they want to
hello? how are you?...
i've just realised that in every single post before ive stated my willingness to update frequently. although that seems to be happening in never ever. school has just started again. this time in the sunny island. fuck it. i bloody hate it. its been a dread going to school. i am working too. which will explain the unlikelihood of this being a frequent source of my outbursts. my birthday has come an gone too. i hate being 19. the day where i'll be a legally responsible adult seems to be just about a corner.
it seems that everyone's blogging these days. or just caught up in showcasing their life for everyone to scrutinize on the big bad world wide web, with facebook, blogs and twitter. ive yet to be caught up in the craze, i fully intend to inch my way up instead. friends seem to be 'a-changing' for me and probably for others, i have no idea why. does it happen cause we get caught up in different aspects of our lives? or do we grow out of our fellow friends. nonetheless, i fully intend to hold on to the ones i have now.
certain aspects of my life and my character dont seem to be changing for the better. and thats with shows. there was a period in september where i was addicted to criminal minds and downloaded season 1 to the current season 5. oh i must say i have a growing love for matthew gray gubler. never will there be a more lovable nerd to me. now, its a cheesy, unrealistic but entertaining korean drama, you're beautiful. imagine a nun-in-training replacing a twin brother's place in an idol band. hilariousness ensues.
hmm. although my posts seem to be always about me. ive decided that my posts here after will still be about me. but with inclusions of friends and family... though i must say. i am very much alone an anti-social. im not very much a people person, no matter how loud and noisy i am on the outside.
goodbye my love, i'll let you go now
i'll erase and erase and empty put every drop of love from my heart
hello? how are you?...
i've just realised that in every single post before ive stated my willingness to update frequently. although that seems to be happening in never ever. school has just started again. this time in the sunny island. fuck it. i bloody hate it. its been a dread going to school. i am working too. which will explain the unlikelihood of this being a frequent source of my outbursts. my birthday has come an gone too. i hate being 19. the day where i'll be a legally responsible adult seems to be just about a corner.
it seems that everyone's blogging these days. or just caught up in showcasing their life for everyone to scrutinize on the big bad world wide web, with facebook, blogs and twitter. ive yet to be caught up in the craze, i fully intend to inch my way up instead. friends seem to be 'a-changing' for me and probably for others, i have no idea why. does it happen cause we get caught up in different aspects of our lives? or do we grow out of our fellow friends. nonetheless, i fully intend to hold on to the ones i have now.
certain aspects of my life and my character dont seem to be changing for the better. and thats with shows. there was a period in september where i was addicted to criminal minds and downloaded season 1 to the current season 5. oh i must say i have a growing love for matthew gray gubler. never will there be a more lovable nerd to me. now, its a cheesy, unrealistic but entertaining korean drama, you're beautiful. imagine a nun-in-training replacing a twin brother's place in an idol band. hilariousness ensues.
hmm. although my posts seem to be always about me. ive decided that my posts here after will still be about me. but with inclusions of friends and family... though i must say. i am very much alone an anti-social. im not very much a people person, no matter how loud and noisy i am on the outside.
goodbye my love, i'll let you go now
i'll erase and erase and empty put every drop of love from my heart