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Our separation is but a dream, I know it's hanging there
But why is it so hard to wake up.
School's out. Well, not officially since we have 2 papers that will wrap up the end of our entire school year. And, for some reason im not very nervous about them yet. Haven't posted since ages, if you exclude the previous goodbye post. Life has been rather boring actually, which is why l'il ol me has been staring at things online again. Nope not the local affordable things, but more of the ones that will cost two-third of a month's allowance. But my first priorities would be the chanel vendetta nail poish ($32!) and getting a new ipod, since my ipod has been giving signs that it'll be dying on me soon. An ipod in itself cost $400. not exactly petty cash. And i would have been able to afford it, had i not spent 200plus on two topshop dresses. Topshop is the very devil!
Sighs, and id have to save up for my korea trip as well, which me and kimmik have budgeted about 3800 for everything. its not like 3k+ will be falling from the sky anytime soon. I'm hoping my monotonous ex-job has vacancies and will accept me. I really need the cash. Especially since i'm also saving for this marc by marc jacobs tote ($319), jeffrey cambell crosshatch platforms ($300), fujifilm instant camera white edition ($150), diana+ dreamer edition ($110), gucci by gucci eau de toilette ($90) or the chloe eau de perfume ($160), plus this sharp aquos phone im coveting ($700+) added with the stuff i buy on a weekly basis from urbanoutfitters or zipia, my expenditures are sky high.
oh god, buddha and dear grandmother in heaven why am i such a spendthrift? guess i cant help it. at least i dont ask my parents for cash to buy them. therein lies my only positive trait.
hmm, why oh why do i always talk about clothes or shoes? I dont actually, i have other things to talk about, but they can't be written online for the world to see. Oh on another topic, walking with Na the other day, and we saw porny comics in a rental bookstore AGAIN. My god, what is it with guys who will rent porn that arent even real? We flipped a couple, one one gay relations and one on lesbian and omg, its indescribable, cause everything is drawn in minute detail, not the guy parts but the girl parts, (cause i guess guy parts drawn are illegal? and they are replaced by a banana) and like erm sweat and other fluids that shall not be named, porn vids are less gross than this. Anyway, we were thinking of buying a couple for the little ones in the future, so that when they reach puberty and need to M, it'll come in handy.
La-la-la. off to bury myself in economics, which will not really take off i guess.
My heart filled with gashes, the deep wounds make me want to hate you
Burning photographs, erased from my heart, forgeting all the memories
But why is it so hard to wake up.
School's out. Well, not officially since we have 2 papers that will wrap up the end of our entire school year. And, for some reason im not very nervous about them yet. Haven't posted since ages, if you exclude the previous goodbye post. Life has been rather boring actually, which is why l'il ol me has been staring at things online again. Nope not the local affordable things, but more of the ones that will cost two-third of a month's allowance. But my first priorities would be the chanel vendetta nail poish ($32!) and getting a new ipod, since my ipod has been giving signs that it'll be dying on me soon. An ipod in itself cost $400. not exactly petty cash. And i would have been able to afford it, had i not spent 200plus on two topshop dresses. Topshop is the very devil!
Sighs, and id have to save up for my korea trip as well, which me and kimmik have budgeted about 3800 for everything. its not like 3k+ will be falling from the sky anytime soon. I'm hoping my monotonous ex-job has vacancies and will accept me. I really need the cash. Especially since i'm also saving for this marc by marc jacobs tote ($319), jeffrey cambell crosshatch platforms ($300), fujifilm instant camera white edition ($150), diana+ dreamer edition ($110), gucci by gucci eau de toilette ($90) or the chloe eau de perfume ($160), plus this sharp aquos phone im coveting ($700+) added with the stuff i buy on a weekly basis from urbanoutfitters or zipia, my expenditures are sky high.
oh god, buddha and dear grandmother in heaven why am i such a spendthrift? guess i cant help it. at least i dont ask my parents for cash to buy them. therein lies my only positive trait.
hmm, why oh why do i always talk about clothes or shoes? I dont actually, i have other things to talk about, but they can't be written online for the world to see. Oh on another topic, walking with Na the other day, and we saw porny comics in a rental bookstore AGAIN. My god, what is it with guys who will rent porn that arent even real? We flipped a couple, one one gay relations and one on lesbian and omg, its indescribable, cause everything is drawn in minute detail, not the guy parts but the girl parts, (cause i guess guy parts drawn are illegal? and they are replaced by a banana) and like erm sweat and other fluids that shall not be named, porn vids are less gross than this. Anyway, we were thinking of buying a couple for the little ones in the future, so that when they reach puberty and need to M, it'll come in handy.
La-la-la. off to bury myself in economics, which will not really take off i guess.
My heart filled with gashes, the deep wounds make me want to hate you
Burning photographs, erased from my heart, forgeting all the memories