How stupid am I?
I tried to talk to Sam about everything last night.
Basically she never wants to show me her inbox, and she is receiving messages from Brianne still. I knew. I'm not so dumb as to think it's not going on.
But I thought I had gotten through to her, even if the conversation still revolved around her and her pain. She said she would text me this morning, after we had this big discusssion about her not putting me first.
She didn't.
Wow...just wow.
I guess I should have known better. I guess I should have just kept my mouth shut and everything to myself. It was so stupid of me to think that anyone, let alone the person I spent the last four months of my life with, would ever move beyond their own selfishness to see me, see that I'm hurting. Maybe that's selfishness on my part, I don't know. But if only once...
Basically she never wants to show me her inbox, and she is receiving messages from Brianne still. I knew. I'm not so dumb as to think it's not going on.
But I thought I had gotten through to her, even if the conversation still revolved around her and her pain. She said she would text me this morning, after we had this big discusssion about her not putting me first.
She didn't.
Wow...just wow.
I guess I should have known better. I guess I should have just kept my mouth shut and everything to myself. It was so stupid of me to think that anyone, let alone the person I spent the last four months of my life with, would ever move beyond their own selfishness to see me, see that I'm hurting. Maybe that's selfishness on my part, I don't know. But if only once...