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ive decided that its somewhat sad and upsetting
that when ppl get into relationships their friends take the back burner
but ive decided that i think maybe friends are just...
gods way of preparing you
making it easier for you to get along with people
teaching you about others
helping you out when you need help
showing you that you need to help someone else
and its all just in preparation for love
when you think about it...
everyone that gets married
they dont still chill with their high school friends
they dont call their best friend up and ask them what to wear
they ask their spouse
they live with their spouse
they can breed with their spouse
so its actually all about finding that one person
that will be there for you more than anyone has or ever will be there for you
thats why we become so engrossed with love
we taste that passion
and that sense of just needing one person
i dont think id ever be able to handle having children
it kills marriages
well i mean if you have a great marriage it doesnt
but you have no privacy
you have no opinions
no freedom
and thats what im afraid of
i cant even stay in a relationship for more than like 3 months
well like 5
the only reason i loved erol for 4 years is because there were absolutely no obligations
i just knew i could talk to him everynight and he'd say i love you and i'd say i love you too
and i meant it
but its only lasted so long because i never had to see him
we never had to hang out
chill with each others friends
act different in person
deal with life problems
deal with kissing and touching
so it was just easy
now throw me into a relationship where you have all of those
and then mental problems
and then get married some day
and then have children
whom take all the attention in the world
lets face it
im an attention seeking monster
i need to be needed
and you need to be selfless to have children
but heres the good part
love is in preparation for breeding
just like friends are preparation for love
lol.
love teaches you to be entirely selfless
and caring
and blablabla
so someday ill be all right with having children
im gonna c-sect that bitch though
cuz let me tell you im not getting my vagina torn.
kthanks.
ANYWAY
nick is my everything.
its a fact
this sounds really dick kinda
but i honestly dont need anyone else
the good part is i get to have both
nick.. and friends...
but just knowing that i could just be trapped in a room with him
for the rest of time
and never stop smiling
is probably the best feeling.
lol ilovehimilovehimilovehim.
that when ppl get into relationships their friends take the back burner
but ive decided that i think maybe friends are just...
gods way of preparing you
making it easier for you to get along with people
teaching you about others
helping you out when you need help
showing you that you need to help someone else
and its all just in preparation for love
when you think about it...
everyone that gets married
they dont still chill with their high school friends
they dont call their best friend up and ask them what to wear
they ask their spouse
they live with their spouse
they can breed with their spouse
so its actually all about finding that one person
that will be there for you more than anyone has or ever will be there for you
thats why we become so engrossed with love
we taste that passion
and that sense of just needing one person
i dont think id ever be able to handle having children
it kills marriages
well i mean if you have a great marriage it doesnt
but you have no privacy
you have no opinions
no freedom
and thats what im afraid of
i cant even stay in a relationship for more than like 3 months
well like 5
the only reason i loved erol for 4 years is because there were absolutely no obligations
i just knew i could talk to him everynight and he'd say i love you and i'd say i love you too
and i meant it
but its only lasted so long because i never had to see him
we never had to hang out
chill with each others friends
act different in person
deal with life problems
deal with kissing and touching
so it was just easy
now throw me into a relationship where you have all of those
and then mental problems
and then get married some day
and then have children
whom take all the attention in the world
lets face it
im an attention seeking monster
i need to be needed
and you need to be selfless to have children
but heres the good part
love is in preparation for breeding
just like friends are preparation for love
lol.
love teaches you to be entirely selfless
and caring
and blablabla
so someday ill be all right with having children
im gonna c-sect that bitch though
cuz let me tell you im not getting my vagina torn.
kthanks.
ANYWAY
nick is my everything.
its a fact
this sounds really dick kinda
but i honestly dont need anyone else
the good part is i get to have both
nick.. and friends...
but just knowing that i could just be trapped in a room with him
for the rest of time
and never stop smiling
is probably the best feeling.
lol ilovehimilovehimilovehim.