Silence
Yesterday my roommate moved most of her belongings out. She decided to go back and live with her ex even though that ex is still running around with different women. Her words is that A (who is 5) wants her there and is afraid when she is not there so that's her main motivation to return. I'm a cynic, I just don't necessarily believe this, yes there is a big motivation to be with her daughter all of the time instead of Tuesday, Thursday and every other weekend AND I hope i''m wrong but I see her getting hurt again. A was sad to see me yesterday to say goodbye. I told her we would go out and have dinner once in a while but she was still upset so I left the house so she could become involved in the moving and be distracted by other things other than not seeing me. Her cat Sala will leave today and R thought it might be to hectic to do everything at once. I understand this and I was happy to have Sala with me last night and today.
The house is quiet, both cats have had their breakfast, their pet session and are now asleep. The house's energy is shifting and I'm seriously considering trying to live alone and spread my stuff out from living in my bedroom to the other rooms. There is a lot of cleaning that needs to get done first and some repairs around the upstairs that need correction but after that I'm thinking of setting one room upstairs as a guest bedroom and the other as a studio/work study.
That would empty out all of my studio furniture I have in my bedroom and allow me more empty space down here. I don't like clutter, I don't like a lot of stuff and this would allow for my house to be according to my taste.....
We have finally got a court date (Hurrah!!) for next month so I'm hopeful that keeping up with my sisters stuff will be easier if they appoint or allow me access to her money while we take care of the estate. It's been difficult for V my oldest sister and myself to meet the monthly obligations so hopefully with her ( P ) money meeting her needs things will also ease up. I have not heard from my sister in the Middle East, I know her son is going through some major exams. I expect not to hear from her until they are over, he started on the 4th and it will end around the 20th. If you can keep him in your prayers that would be great.
So with a lot of activity today, one of my days off the house is silent and still. For whatever reason I love that and i'm planning not to run around ( did it yesterday) and just be still for a change. No work, no friends, no obligations......just stillness and silence for a little while....it's about time!
The house is quiet, both cats have had their breakfast, their pet session and are now asleep. The house's energy is shifting and I'm seriously considering trying to live alone and spread my stuff out from living in my bedroom to the other rooms. There is a lot of cleaning that needs to get done first and some repairs around the upstairs that need correction but after that I'm thinking of setting one room upstairs as a guest bedroom and the other as a studio/work study.
That would empty out all of my studio furniture I have in my bedroom and allow me more empty space down here. I don't like clutter, I don't like a lot of stuff and this would allow for my house to be according to my taste.....
We have finally got a court date (Hurrah!!) for next month so I'm hopeful that keeping up with my sisters stuff will be easier if they appoint or allow me access to her money while we take care of the estate. It's been difficult for V my oldest sister and myself to meet the monthly obligations so hopefully with her ( P ) money meeting her needs things will also ease up. I have not heard from my sister in the Middle East, I know her son is going through some major exams. I expect not to hear from her until they are over, he started on the 4th and it will end around the 20th. If you can keep him in your prayers that would be great.
So with a lot of activity today, one of my days off the house is silent and still. For whatever reason I love that and i'm planning not to run around ( did it yesterday) and just be still for a change. No work, no friends, no obligations......just stillness and silence for a little while....it's about time!