Nov 13, 2004 22:40
So it takes something like this to make me cry?
Ugh, Bush's re-election didn't even phase this bad.
Soooooo patheic.
Why can't I just be comfortable with myself? I wish I wouldn't internalize all this pain, I wish I could accept myself, I wish I had someone I could confide in...
so this is what a relapse feels like.
I should have really skipped tonight. I should have slept the night away. my throat tastes like blood.