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hi guys. i am still at a lost of words right now. i still dont know what is up with my mind and i dont know when that will change. i'm supposed to know who i am. grrrr. this is really hard. theres this guy i've crushed on for a long time. its been on and off for the past year basically and we've finally touched base with each other again. i know i'm interestedi n him and i know he's interested in me. the only thing stopping us both from forming some kind of relationship is the distance fact i guess. i'm not even sure if im ready for a relationship. all i know is, i want to watch a movie with a boy under my covers. hehe. yeah. time to get a soda and sleep my brains away until i have to wake up. oh yeah, thats gonna be an early wakeup btw. 630am. yeah. goodtimes. goodnight everyone.