adi needs to post more often
So. I'm okay; not dead, etc. A lot of good things have happened, actually; I got the copy of Yoroi Gaiden I ordered off of Ebay. There are pictures. Pretty pictures, including Seiji in kendo-mode, which makes me die a happy little death inside every time I see it and almost makes up for the fact that I can't read the damn thing. Language is so frustrating. I want to learn. Japanese, Spanish, even Arabic...I'd love to be able to study all of them. Gah. Wishful thinking, but I will learn Japanese one day! So for now I'll just look at the book as an investment.
We also recently shadowed some students at the local public school, where Li and I are really considering transfering next year. B.A., our current school, is kind of wearing on my nerves, but I can't help but wonder if it's the best thing for me to "run away". I face this kind of dillemma often. I mean, B.A. isn't terrible; what if I'm putting myself through all this stress in favor of a situation that's really not worth the trouble? Plus Chas is there, and if I see him, I'm frankly liable to either kill him or burst into tears. But Cree is there, and she says it's fantastic, so...I'll probably go. Nothing will change if I don't.
Speaking of change. Li. She's been more depressed than ever. She shut herself in the bathroom yesterday and I checked on her twice under the pretense of looking for one book or another, just to make sure she hadn't slit her wrists or something. I'm not the type to kill myself, but Li...I don't know about her. I think she's a little better today, though. She's always been more resillient than me anyway.
Four more weeks, then I'm free for the summer~ I'm dreading exams, however. My grades have really slipped this year. I hate that, but I can't afford to worry now. Mom and Dad and Li need me.
Oh! And Kiki, I want to apologize for logging out of AIM so abruptly the other day. My internet connection's been nothing if not finicky as of late; there's something wrong with my modem. It was an accident, and I'm really sorry.
We also recently shadowed some students at the local public school, where Li and I are really considering transfering next year. B.A., our current school, is kind of wearing on my nerves, but I can't help but wonder if it's the best thing for me to "run away". I face this kind of dillemma often. I mean, B.A. isn't terrible; what if I'm putting myself through all this stress in favor of a situation that's really not worth the trouble? Plus Chas is there, and if I see him, I'm frankly liable to either kill him or burst into tears. But Cree is there, and she says it's fantastic, so...I'll probably go. Nothing will change if I don't.
Speaking of change. Li. She's been more depressed than ever. She shut herself in the bathroom yesterday and I checked on her twice under the pretense of looking for one book or another, just to make sure she hadn't slit her wrists or something. I'm not the type to kill myself, but Li...I don't know about her. I think she's a little better today, though. She's always been more resillient than me anyway.
Four more weeks, then I'm free for the summer~ I'm dreading exams, however. My grades have really slipped this year. I hate that, but I can't afford to worry now. Mom and Dad and Li need me.
Oh! And Kiki, I want to apologize for logging out of AIM so abruptly the other day. My internet connection's been nothing if not finicky as of late; there's something wrong with my modem. It was an accident, and I'm really sorry.