it just ain't fair
my latest rage.
I can't help it. It's too bloody adorable not to have. See it big here
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"Will you stay with me until I fall alseep?"
I remember that line. When I was younger I had always felt that way. I used to be afraid when I couldn't fall asleep. I needed someone to be beside me. ..Just in case if I opened my eyes, I'd know that I wasn't alone...I'd know that I'd see a face. It's comforting. But one night more than 10 years ago, I decided to stop. I thought I was being selfish. I didn't want to, but I had to..and I still remember exactly how it happened. The constant need to know that someone had to be with me when I fall alseep never came back after that.
I haven't felt that need since, and I suppose I don't ever want to.
I don't want to remember that intense fear.