May 21, 2004 16:17
it has taken me this long to realize how thankful i am for all these people. the people whom i have grown up with, and changed with, and have known from 10 years ago, to 1 year ago. im so damn lucky to have these people in my life, and i havent realized it until now, but im so happy that ive made the decisions that i have. the one thing i have to regret, is being so unhappy all this time making myself believe that ive been someone who im not, and wanted things that just arent myself. i know who i am, and i know what i want. i love my friends, and im so thankful for all of them, and for the next three years, im not going to fight, im not going to argue, but im going to breathe it all in and enjoy it while it lasts.