home again

[adingeman]

this is the third time im writing this. i dont like home. i dont like my surroundings. I hate having the same thing everyday, and having the easy way out of things. Im never challenged when it comes to situations. Im sick of the lack of activity, dirt rather than sand, clouds instead of sun. I want a challenge, I want to go somewhere and start all over again. I could be anything I could ever dream. why even bother thinking up thoughts such as these. pshh

I want a boyfriend
&
I dont want a boyfriend

maybe..

or....