Nov 13, 2004 13:27
Im not having the best end of the week or start of a new one. I blame Ken for not being here. I always seem to be happier when he's around. I know this sounds stupid, but he makes me a better person. I dont know how, but he does. Just happier I guess. I didnt really notice it until he was gone. On Friday I really noticed that I wasnt as happy as normal. I wonder if he's feeling the same thing? Well I'm just trying to keep myself busy and knowing that every day that ends gets me closer to seeing him again.
On a happier note: I'm not friends with Hilary any more. She treats me like shit and I dont deserve all that. Shes only my friend when she wants something and she wont even talk to me any more. and if she does I'm always wrong or w/e. I really think its b.s. what she did to Belcher and even though he may not come right out and say it, I think its bothering him. So I've made my decision, unless she want to come to me and be my friend, im done trying. It over... and once again I feel free from all her drama and always trying to make her feel better from her very depressing life.
Life is life. I just cant wait until he comes back!
This so called LIFE..... i miss you hun