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wow, so band camp was okay i guess. i got to hang out with the most important people in my life...my friends. and once again they have made me feel more important than i know i really am. when im around them, i know people care about me. i had a nervous break down in the middle of camp...well not the middle really the end. at the dance i just fell apart. i dont even really know why... there were just so mant things that were on my mind, i just found a corner and cried. amber was really there for me tho...shes so awesome and i love her so much. before i knew it i was out dancing and having a great time. the night before was amazing. it was talent show night, but it was also the night it rained. after the talent show i went and put my horn in the dorm and went to find all my friends. well it started to rain and josh and i went to dance it the rain. it was awesome. i forgot about everything while we were out there, all my worries, all my thoughts and i just felt free. i know that sounds really lame, but i did. i kinda felt like a kid again. not a care in the world and only one thought in my head, please dont stop raining because i dont want to loose this feeling of complete joy. it felt so good just to take off my shoes and just feel the rain water under my feet. and just not care if i got dirty or looked stupid or anything. it was amazing. well ill end on that note.
this so called LIFE....dreams do come true
this so called LIFE....dreams do come true