Why cant I feel like me again?
I know this is prolly going to sound really stupid but its on my mind tonight and i just have to let it out...
Im really depressed tonight, and im not really sure why. maybe it was graduation or maybe because my mom was yelling at me again, but all i know is that i feel like im all alone. Now i know this isn't true and that a lot of people care about me. but for some reason tonight I feel alone. I used to have the confidence to be myself, to stand out, and be the person that people liked for me. Now i feel like there is no purpose to be that person n e more. Now dont worry your pretty little head off, that Jenny will come back, and prolly in time for band, but for now... im not sure where she went. I feel like crying, but i also feel like beating the shit out of someone or something. I know ill always have my friends to turn to, but i know we all need someone that is there for you that isn't just a friend. someone that truly cares about you for every part of you. maybe im asking to much of high school guys, but i need someone that will dry my tears and not leave me the next week. Well Im not really sure if anything im saying is making sense so im just going to shut up and go now. bye
This so called LIFE...
Im really depressed tonight, and im not really sure why. maybe it was graduation or maybe because my mom was yelling at me again, but all i know is that i feel like im all alone. Now i know this isn't true and that a lot of people care about me. but for some reason tonight I feel alone. I used to have the confidence to be myself, to stand out, and be the person that people liked for me. Now i feel like there is no purpose to be that person n e more. Now dont worry your pretty little head off, that Jenny will come back, and prolly in time for band, but for now... im not sure where she went. I feel like crying, but i also feel like beating the shit out of someone or something. I know ill always have my friends to turn to, but i know we all need someone that is there for you that isn't just a friend. someone that truly cares about you for every part of you. maybe im asking to much of high school guys, but i need someone that will dry my tears and not leave me the next week. Well Im not really sure if anything im saying is making sense so im just going to shut up and go now. bye
This so called LIFE...