Dec 27, 2005 21:02
So, after wallowing in self pity in the grey darkness of my bedroom, I've decided to mark today's earlier entry under private. I'm going through a difficult, personal time at the moment and although I claim to discard certain beliefs, I've found it quite hard to deny them in my heart. Therefore, I suppose, I am undoubtedly a servant to the Lord forever. I only hope that I can learn to follow him blindly, to quit puttering around, to quit listening to everyone else and just do what I know is right. I am done with deception and disguises...I hope. Jessica, I read your comment and I thank you, most sincerely. :) It was a great comfort.
On a lighter note, my cousin is coming to visit tomorrow. I am looking forward to it.