tired

Apr 05, 2007 22:55

I am tired. I haven't slept well in I don't know how long. I need sleep. I should go now but I don't want to because I don't want to get there and lay awake thinking about how I should fall asleep.

I'm stressed. I lost 5.5 lbs. in less than a week because I have stress coming at me from multiple places and I can't handle it. I eat like always, I just don't know where it goes. I'm not doing anything out of the ordinary. It'll have to work itself out because worrying about it will just be another stressor to add to the list.

I'm trying to work on a long term plan but I need to get a few things nailed down before I can make any real decisions. Things are going to clear up soon. There are some decisions about my life that i need to make, there are some decisions about my life that my superiors need to make, there are some decisions about my life that dumb people who don't even belong in my life need to make, and everything will be great and i can't wait! This is just a strange time in my life when all of these loose ends are coming together at once. Scary and yet equally exciting!

I'm going to finish watching OT of the red wing game and hit the hay. Hayyyyyy!

I'll be 25 in less than 3 weeks :) Turning point maybe?

And i'm #4 and that's just fine-and-dandy for now!
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