independent or dependant
it could be both i guess. i mean i only forget the afternoon. i don't like having to depend on them. i'm so independant normally, doing things on my own, solving things my own way, etc., that this is really hard for me. i mean when i was at camp it was easy enough i just took it before free time, it was on a schedule. now it still would be i jsut keep "forgetting". i haven't seen fitz or laurel park in a long time, since before summer. i know i should go back, i'm due and it's starting to show. it's just that i'm a senior in high school next year i'll be in college, living on my own. what'll i do then? who will tell me t get my butt in gear and take them? who will i go see? i don't want to go to the er again. at least not with my parents they don't understand. i don't think dave does either. mrs. james says that by taking them i am more independant b/c i'm free to do what i want but i don't see it. i'm becoming soo dependant on them i can feel the difference, big time! well anyway i had better go field hockey pics are today and i have to wait for my friend to pick me up. ttyl
christie
christie