myspace blog takeover

Dec 10, 2004 23:40

apparently i am very not changing monchoola

i have no idea where that was going

anyway, i think my mind has begun to vent moreso at the myspace location of brain shits

yes?

why am i listening to offspring? at least it's old offspring... i mean i don't like offspring, though this song is mildly ok

i don't know

i am seriously thinking i could become a bum waaaaaay too easy

it scares the shit out of me

where did my motivation go?

when did i lose it?

actually, i tend to find it when i can clearly see the situation to flaunt it as appropriate.

for example: when talking to my uncle lydian who is "in the industry" or when doing my interview awhile back as to why i wanted to go to school.

i used to think i had talent in drawing. though when i went to art school (am still going) i noticed my skill is very...not good.

the thing is, i do have talent, yes, but not a really marketable one. i like to draw and paint to translate emotions and feelings, not necessarily to entertain.

i only hope i can do both...cause it seriously is getting on my nerves that my DRAWING classes are the hardest of them all.

whatever... i really hope i pass my drawing class this quarter...though when your teacher wishes you luck on your big project...you're kinda screwed...arr...

well i will do what i do, be it my best or not....and things will happen the way they happen.

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