Dec 10, 2004 23:40
apparently i am very not changing monchoola
i have no idea where that was going
anyway, i think my mind has begun to vent moreso at the myspace location of brain shits
yes?
why am i listening to offspring? at least it's old offspring... i mean i don't like offspring, though this song is mildly ok
i don't know
i am seriously thinking i could become a bum waaaaaay too easy
it scares the shit out of me
where did my motivation go?
when did i lose it?
actually, i tend to find it when i can clearly see the situation to flaunt it as appropriate.
for example: when talking to my uncle lydian who is "in the industry" or when doing my interview awhile back as to why i wanted to go to school.
i used to think i had talent in drawing. though when i went to art school (am still going) i noticed my skill is very...not good.
the thing is, i do have talent, yes, but not a really marketable one. i like to draw and paint to translate emotions and feelings, not necessarily to entertain.
i only hope i can do both...cause it seriously is getting on my nerves that my DRAWING classes are the hardest of them all.
whatever... i really hope i pass my drawing class this quarter...though when your teacher wishes you luck on your big project...you're kinda screwed...arr...
well i will do what i do, be it my best or not....and things will happen the way they happen.
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