Oct 17, 2006 00:36
I realized today after a 7 hour flight that the last six days of my life were the best six days of my life. I would trade the world and beyond for them to keep going.
I've never felt like I was dying without a person before, but I think it might be happening and all I want is for everything to stop. I want to be back with the only person that matters. I don't want to feel like I'm falling apart all the time. I can't take this anymore. I need something to change and soon. I want to be in their arms because no place else compares. I would give up everything just to have ten more minutes with them, the way things were. I miss them. They know what I want to say, but I can't so I guess good night and take care will have to do.