Aug 31, 2004 16:55
i thought this week was gonna be good. but it's slowly pissing me off. sunday and saturday were awesome. monday was blah, and today fuckin sucked, and i have a feeling that tomorrow is gonna be worse.
today my dad comes in my room and asks me "do you want a queen size bed?" my first reaction was hell yeah. but then he's like "you're gonna have to share it with nikki though" which pissed me off so bad you don't even know. i have a fuckin twin, and i'm like 5'6. by the time i get comfortable all my limbs are hanging off and the middle of my bed IS the fucking bed.
it pisses me off that my parents won't buy me a bigger bed and when they decide to i have to share with my 8 year old sister?!?!?!?!! what the fuck. who the fuck shares there bed with their little sister?? i don't even get my own room, and now i might have to suffer with her in my bed????? for those of you who don't know nikki, she's the most annoying person i have ever known. if i could, i would punch her in the face so hard. my other sister (who is 14) gets her own fuckin room. and im the oldest, please explain that.
i share my closet with nikki also. and my dad puts his shit in my closet too. so i have no room for my clothes. i only have my tiny ass dresser. ugh, i fuckin hate it here.
i seriously hate my parents. they've done so much shit to my fuckin head, i swear i need a shrink.
i need to let out my anger or else its just gonna one day burst and that will not be a pretty site.