An entry for the Optimist

[adhominem]

More Than Something

Well I hope you can save me
I hope you can help me help yourself
We will test this out
My distance makes my heart grow closer
Follow this and watch me melt inside

I hope you can save me from myself
Enough of the distance
My heart grows fonder

And I know my heart aches
the color of the sky sickens my insides
I'm nothing more then a sign in your heart

In this book of tragic endings
You will high light the dark
In this book of tragic beginnings
You will destroy my heart
I hope I'm more than a line

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Tragedy
No one ever said it would be this hard
No one ever said it would be this way
I'm starring into your eyes
No one said it was supposed to end like this
No one said it would be this hard
One last time I hear your carosive Tongue
I'll beg forgivness and plead with you
Beg you for just one more night
Who ever said love wasn't deadly?

No one told me it would be this hard
No one mentioned the torment of tonight
I need on defense, and you know I know
there is no love like empathy

I'll beg for one more tomorrow
And if you'd just understand my sorrow
I'll hold you down and shut you in.
In the depths of this

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Another day passes the clocks
Another day in silence
I should have learned from my past
This is the last time I leave it aside

I'll have my way with you this time
Another simple wish has died
Another moment of solitude

What ever Poisons are left on your lips
I will drink them like water
I hope I never wake
I'll never see the passion in your amorous stare again
Never Again

I'll have my way this time
Another simple Wish has died
Another moment in solitude

I thought it was a certainty
I'm spinning in circles again
It seems to me your not happy
Not happy like you used to be
So just kill me
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Cut my eyes and slash my wrists
I'll never see again
I am waiting for her to notice
I have her name engraved into stone
I watch her hands
Move so slow
She'll cut her pain away
Sew her eyes shut and scream for nothing
Lay her down slowly bandage the wounds

Look at how messy she looks
Slashed wrists and broken hearts
I'll try to mend what I have done

I am waiting for you to notice
I've engraved your into stone
Your hands bleed like water
And I am losing this war