Myself...
I just had an encounter with reality's ugly true form. It's forcing me to change who I am, my morals, my ideals, my values, my everything. Right now I no longer have enough time for "me," nor am I in service for myself. At my age, I need to support a family member. I know now how Marah's feeling. Tang ina.
It's overwhelming me...
I don't know what to do...
It's surprising...
I don't know who to turn to...
It caught me off guard...
This is just way to fucking much for me to handle...
All I can do is just to move forward... I know...
All I can do is swallow the bittermost pill... I have to...
I have to be responsible...
I'm loosing my mind...
I hate this...
No one to turn to...
Damn... I miss my bestfriends...