Aug 22, 2004 08:06
I've noticed lately that I've forgotten about all the world and their silly problems. I have no clue as to what the current news is. I've forgotten all about the war that is supposed to be going on. I've ignored everything that gets in my happy little path. I've made a little imaginary box in which I'm enclosed with a few good cd's, Blake, and Japan. Everything else seems so petty to deal with. Who needs family to argue with constantly. Who needs school work to boggle your mind into thinking your stupid. Who needs the world's childish antics and broken morality. I, in my own mind, have been shut off from the world. It's a stranger with candy. As soon as you take the candy and eat it you'll be poisoned and soon die, then the world will rape your lifeless body until you fall apart. I put that in italics because I really like that analogy X3. Back to what I was saying. If I seem different (and I may or may not... dependant on how long you've known me and how well you know me) it's because I've given up all hopes that the world is good anymore. I need my cd's to keep me happy. I need Japan because I have to have a hobby to keep my brain alive. And Blake is most important. He is my crutch of sanity. I have many friends and out of them all Blake keeps me sane. I need him to love. And with all that said, don't think I'm excluding you from my box. Friends are included. As is God of course, I didn't mention Him because He's not of this world. Actually to be honest I don't think my friends are either... They act like aliens...o.o Well I suppose I should start getting ready for church, I'll leave with the above to comment on ^.^
.< "Nuuuuuu!!!" <-Ash in utter distress seeing her two prized cd's: Dir En Grey and Alter Bridge, have been stolen!>