Back again
Hello journal,
I am back again...an apparent 13 years after your creation...
You seem to be where I turn, during difficult times...when things seem to be falling apart, and no one else is around...
I'm sad, again. It's the same girl, again...only this time, it's over. After 8 years. Our anniversary would have been in 5 days (not that she remembers)... And this was my doing..or at least, I'm the one who made the final decision. But I'm still sad, and hurt.
It's not that I don't love her...I wanted to be with her. I wanted things to work... I just have to learn to love myself enough to stay away.
I am back again...an apparent 13 years after your creation...
You seem to be where I turn, during difficult times...when things seem to be falling apart, and no one else is around...
I'm sad, again. It's the same girl, again...only this time, it's over. After 8 years. Our anniversary would have been in 5 days (not that she remembers)... And this was my doing..or at least, I'm the one who made the final decision. But I'm still sad, and hurt.
It's not that I don't love her...I wanted to be with her. I wanted things to work... I just have to learn to love myself enough to stay away.