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so bobs leaving for madera the day after halloween, maybe a week after that if he can since i'm working so much. He'll be gone for a year to go work for his dad, he says its only a two hour drive away and he'll visit but what if he gets tired of me, what if he gets bored with this. what if he doesn't wanna make it work, what if i can't trust him, what if i can't do it, I can't stop crying I said i'd never do this again, I'd never do long distants. but i am and i love him but i'm scared and it hurts and i don't know what to do...