yeah again

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So i went out with julz the friday before last cause i didn't know what to do and i had way too much molly with me. Turned into a 3 day molly trip and i thought we were really good friends but then I end up going home a week later and we've practically planned out eachothers summers and done all this creative and wonderful stuff together and I txt him the next day saying hi and this chick just starts telling me off and I think ok thats fine we've agreed to just be friends and just have sex but now thats 200 dollars worth of my shit over at his house and he is refusing to see me ever again. He said he just used me for drugs until the other girl was back into town and that I've now been put in my place. and the whole time the girl keeps calling to harrass me and tell me how much of a ho i am cause i slept with him on the first date. I'm sorry i do that I know its bad but wtf am i suppose to do and what kinda man can't tell me face to face that he doesn't wanna see me agian or at least have the decency to throw my stuff on my lawn.

i dunno what i'ma do im just gonna forget the whole thing i mean its like wtf can i do besides go break his hands and then it'll just come back to me so wtf. I just thought i had made an actual friend and that we were getting alone ya know. it sucks and now i'm kinda stuck at home again.

mom bought me my first pipe its pretty nice, i hurt so much from school right now but at least spring break is here even tho i won't be able to do anything now at least until i find someone else. I've been looking at dating sites but I don't think it'll work.