Danger: Deep Thoughts Ahead
*sigh* Everythings going so well recently. I just feel like I've missed something. I feeling like I've forgotten something or over looked it. Its really odd and I don't know how to describe it. :/ Is there something I'm supposed to be doing? Its quite confusing. But I've been in a really good mood, and school is pretty easy, everything is going pretty dang well. I'm just forgetting something. *looks around* Now where is it? What is it? If you have it, please give it back. I really miss it. :/ I feel really awkward and outta place without what ever it is I've lost. Not only that, I'm extremely confused, cause I don't know what it is!! Maybe I'm just tired? But its a really common feeling, whether I've had too much/too little/or enough sleep. Not much has changed really. Still dancing, still going to school, still sitting at my computer all day, and only seeing my friends on the weekend. What has changed? *bites lip* I've been pretty apathetic about school lately. Something not so common for me. I usually don't pay attention, but care about my grades. But right now, I couldn't care less. Don't pay attention, don't do homework, don't study, nothing. Not a good thing I know. But doesn't seem worth it at the moment. I just want to find my missing friend. I want to curl up in a ball with my blanket and stuffed animal too. I think I'll do that while contemplating the missing things that disappear into my life's washing machine. Night night