:::pokes head out from hole:::
OMG It's back.. for some reason i have the internet again.. :::squee:::
I have so much LJ to catch up on.,.. HAPPY!
Also I have been talkiong to John every day.. he is the best guy in the entire world.. ^_^... any who.. I know something is right when he calls me everynight before he goes to bed. Makes me smile..
I am most likely moving, and KB is most likely going to be quit sometime soon. I don't know but with the pressure I have on the job and how I am starting to think it is straining mine and Amy's friendship... I would rather have a friend than a job.. She has done so much for me, and I don't want to end up getting annoyed by her or end up doing something bad to her. I am not Lindsay. I want Amy to know how much she means to me as a friend. The other day when i went into work.. she pulled me aside and gave me the run down of all the things I am "doing wrong" that i didnt even know was wrong. It's hard to work with both high pressure sales and work as a team. If I help a customer with more than that $15 sale. I want to know it will help me keep my job.. It only makes sense.. I just felt my heart drop when Amy said "from now on... I am talking to you only as your boss.. not your friend." I don't know what that means. I wanted to tell her that if us being friends gets in the way of us working together, I don't wanna work together anymore. I hope she knows that I thank her for everything she has done for me and such. This has just been bugging me the past few days. I want to call her about it.. but i dont know if i should.. I'm so confused about it.
Mike flipped when I told him I was moving. He said that he felt like he was being "used" and such. I didnt want him to feel that way. My friend Jess told me she is looking for a roommate, and it's like 2 blocks from school, and the same price. So I am gonna call fred and bonni next week and ask if they can co sign a loan for me to cover my living expenses. So i dont have to consolidate anything. I am just so worried things wont work out..
But on the plus side .. John is a good side of life..
I have so much LJ to catch up on.,.. HAPPY!
Also I have been talkiong to John every day.. he is the best guy in the entire world.. ^_^... any who.. I know something is right when he calls me everynight before he goes to bed. Makes me smile..
I am most likely moving, and KB is most likely going to be quit sometime soon. I don't know but with the pressure I have on the job and how I am starting to think it is straining mine and Amy's friendship... I would rather have a friend than a job.. She has done so much for me, and I don't want to end up getting annoyed by her or end up doing something bad to her. I am not Lindsay. I want Amy to know how much she means to me as a friend. The other day when i went into work.. she pulled me aside and gave me the run down of all the things I am "doing wrong" that i didnt even know was wrong. It's hard to work with both high pressure sales and work as a team. If I help a customer with more than that $15 sale. I want to know it will help me keep my job.. It only makes sense.. I just felt my heart drop when Amy said "from now on... I am talking to you only as your boss.. not your friend." I don't know what that means. I wanted to tell her that if us being friends gets in the way of us working together, I don't wanna work together anymore. I hope she knows that I thank her for everything she has done for me and such. This has just been bugging me the past few days. I want to call her about it.. but i dont know if i should.. I'm so confused about it.
Mike flipped when I told him I was moving. He said that he felt like he was being "used" and such. I didnt want him to feel that way. My friend Jess told me she is looking for a roommate, and it's like 2 blocks from school, and the same price. So I am gonna call fred and bonni next week and ask if they can co sign a loan for me to cover my living expenses. So i dont have to consolidate anything. I am just so worried things wont work out..
But on the plus side .. John is a good side of life..