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[ademarose]

havent been writting in here in a while so here i am. im in san fransisco, california!! yes it is soo fun up here. tru i havent been able to do all i wanted here bc of certain people. i mean every where i go, everyone else follows. i want to go to the aldult store up here but of corse i cant bc my 15 yr old cousin is with us and has to be up my ass every step of the way just like everyone else. im having fun thou. i miss john so much but i know he's having the time of his life w/o me around..he's probably happy to be rid of me for a week. i cant blame him i would be happy to be away from me too hehe!! :P when i get home im going to jump on him and never let him go. my mom has all my money. she only gave me 50 of it which sux bc today i saw so many things i wanted to get for me and other people but i couldnt get it bc i was with my brother and cousin the whole day so i had to pass everything up which was hard for me. we went to 2 different malls down here. one was an outside mall which was kwel but the other one we went to was better bc it was an inside mall and it was 4 floors. they had a store called motherhood and it was all maternity cloths.. the cutest ones ive ever seen but again scince my mom was not with us i couldnt get anything!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh!! i mean the whole time im wishing she would go away and the one time she actually does..she doesnt give me any money MY MONEY! she better have not spent my money on herself or i would be pissed. i bought john a shirt and ky a dolphine thingie. i have to get heather something and i want to get johny boy something else. well i guesss im going to go for now bc i have to get dressed for my brothers graduation which is the whole reason why we came here. so anyways im excited for him and have to go get ready!
I MISS JOHN!!
I LOVE JOHN
I WANT JOHN
this is killing me........

taresa!