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It's been a while so here I am. There's really not much going on in my life - I've pretty much spent the last month or so trying to get my life back together. I have had horrible periods of extreme loneliness where all I could do was cry. I'm starting to get used to being alone again so that is not as bad as it once was. I made a decision that I really can't be with anyone else until I'm happy with myself, which is something I guess I've always thought, but I run into someone that I really want to date and just do it because the opportunity is there, even if I'm not really ready for it.
Work has been super stressful - they have me on 2 projects at once, both have very tight deadlines and I'm working my ass off to try and get it all done. Then to throw me a curveball, they decide to send me to training for 3 days this week when everything is due at the end of the week. So I will be gone all day, but probably have to work massive OT after training to try and get stuff done. Whatever. I could complain to my boss, but it wouldn't do any good. One project is almost done and the other may get broken into phases and I can only hope the phases I'm responsible for are postponed until a later date so I have more time to work on them.
So there were some holidays too, can't say I did much. One of my friends came home to do Christmas with her family and they were nice enough to have me over on Christmas Eve before they did their family thing. It was good to see her again and her family is great, all very nice and I had a great time. I spend most of my time alone in my apartment and she had her parents, her sister's family of 4 and her own family of 4 so things were very crazy, but in a kinda refreshing way. I was sad to leave it and come home to nothingness! New Years was super uneventful. I watched a couple of hockey games and then went to bed around 10:30. I did very much enjoy all the time off work though!
Well, that's about it.
Work has been super stressful - they have me on 2 projects at once, both have very tight deadlines and I'm working my ass off to try and get it all done. Then to throw me a curveball, they decide to send me to training for 3 days this week when everything is due at the end of the week. So I will be gone all day, but probably have to work massive OT after training to try and get stuff done. Whatever. I could complain to my boss, but it wouldn't do any good. One project is almost done and the other may get broken into phases and I can only hope the phases I'm responsible for are postponed until a later date so I have more time to work on them.
So there were some holidays too, can't say I did much. One of my friends came home to do Christmas with her family and they were nice enough to have me over on Christmas Eve before they did their family thing. It was good to see her again and her family is great, all very nice and I had a great time. I spend most of my time alone in my apartment and she had her parents, her sister's family of 4 and her own family of 4 so things were very crazy, but in a kinda refreshing way. I was sad to leave it and come home to nothingness! New Years was super uneventful. I watched a couple of hockey games and then went to bed around 10:30. I did very much enjoy all the time off work though!
Well, that's about it.