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in 3 hours we are leaving for chicago. 7 hours later we are getting on a train, going to denver. and i dont think im coming back soon. maybe only for holidays.
i will admit i have been acting really excited and happy.
but right now.
im terrified.
that i wont be warm enough.
have enough to eat.
have a good enough job.
HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE.
i have a few interviews so that calms me down a bit.
and Dj.
i really hope that this is good for him.
that this will open his eyes to the world, show him how much more is out there.
i hope that this is really good for him.
i want to see him grow.
im scared.
mike is picking us up.
that terrifies me.
trust in God, he will lead, i will follow. that is my plan.
that is all i need.
i will admit i have been acting really excited and happy.
but right now.
im terrified.
that i wont be warm enough.
have enough to eat.
have a good enough job.
HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE.
i have a few interviews so that calms me down a bit.
and Dj.
i really hope that this is good for him.
that this will open his eyes to the world, show him how much more is out there.
i hope that this is really good for him.
i want to see him grow.
im scared.
mike is picking us up.
that terrifies me.
trust in God, he will lead, i will follow. that is my plan.
that is all i need.