Oct 19, 2004 23:26
Every once in a great while you are given opportunities to 'redo' a certain part of your life. When that opportunity arises, do you realize it or do you just let it pass? Do you 'redo' that life and try to re-create what was once there? In being faced with a situation such as this, i am very doubtful anything better will arise from re-doing this part of my life. So, i am forging ahead and leaving this part of life. I am deleting the opportunity and pushing on as if nothing had happened. It doesn't matter how great it was, it is past, it is over, it is done with. If it wasn't was, then what caused it to end in the first place? If it isn't the past, then what is it? Look, i'm over it, I'm done with it. I realize how much of your time i have wasted and i don't know how you expect me to repay that time for you, but if you have any ideas, let me know ;).
As of right now, I'm happier than i ever could be.
I'm floating through time and space as though i am laying on my back in water drifting effortlessly with the currents.
Life is so carefree and random right now, no matter what i do, something positive comes from my efforts. Not always positive for me, but the results are incessantly positive for others and as far as i am concerned, i have achieved my goal. To create happiness in others, no matter the direct and indirect cost to myself.