Happenings
Checked my weight, and I was suprised to see I weigh 97 pounds again. I just don't have time to eat. Today, I ate 17 grams of fat, and under 500 calories. My schedule today:
5:10 AM----Woke up and got ready
7:50 AM---Ate Granola Bar during first period
3:45 PM---Got home from school
4:00 PM---Ate Burrito from Lean Cusine
4:00-5:00 PM---Read a book
5:00 PM---Went to bed
8:45 PM---Woke up
9:00 PM---Am writing this
And I still need to do a BUNCH of homework, which include finishing a paper in English, reading my reading assignment and taking notes, finish my math homework for the presentation tomorrow, study for a Japanese test, do a Science worksheet as well as study for test. *sighs* I know I shouldn't sleep when I come home. . . I'm just sooooooooo tired.
Today we had a history test, and I asked Janice what she got, and she replied she missed like 8. Then she asked me what I made, and I was so close to saying I missed 5 or something, but at the last second I changed my answer to 100 percent, because that's what I got.
Today my crush sat next to me, and for some reason I just didn't feel the flutter in my stomach. In fact, I felt slightly disgusted and I don't know why. . .
Brendan (a boy in school) exchanged emails with me, and he gave me a nickname of "Ms. Vertically Challenged." I gave him a nickname of "Mr. Weird" because I couldn't think of anything, but I think he took offense to it. I was only kidding.
Tommy sat next to me AGAIN during the bus. I want room, but instead I'm squished up against the window with my bookbag. That boy I was writing about earlier, who called me Ma'am, sat behind us (His name's Jo). He obviously knows Tommy, and they began to talk, but then he started talking to me and flirting with me, and Tommy told him to stop it, that he knows what he's up to. Then Cedric from Japanese class started talking to me (I just want to unwind and listen to music! Not talk) but fortuntely his stop is early on the way.
Then this boy sat in front of me, so that I was surrounded by boys. I was beginning to feel a little claustrophobic. This boy was named Kenny, 6 feet something inches, and muscely. . . He then asked Tommy and Jo if they were both hitting on me. Tommy shook his head no (I think he thinks of me as his sister now, like I think of him as my brother) but Jo didn't comment, because he was. Then Kenny asked me what I was listening to, which was Linkin' Park, and he asked if he could listen to it so I gave it to him. He then said I was hard core (the song was hard rock) and he asked me if I murder people. *looks confused* What? I told him sarcastically that, yeah, I go on hunting sprees at night.
By now, Tommy and Jo were in deep conversation, and Kenny asked me if I think Jo's cute. I shrugged, but he kept goading me, so I whispered he was okay. I mean Jo is cute, but I don't want to say that in front of him. It's embarrassing! Then Kenny asked me who I thought was cuter, Jo or him. Now I definitely couldn't answer that. Even though both are cute, I'm not attracted to either of them, and saying one is cuter over the other would not only be embarrassing but would hurt one of their feelings.
So I shrugged nonchalantly and said I don't know. He kept goading me, just staring at me until he made me uncomfortable, neither smiling or anything, saying he won't be mad if I say Jo is cuter, but I really didn't believe that. I just got quieter and quieter until he finally asked if these type of questions made me shy, which I wholeheartedly agreed with. But then he mocked me, which riled me up, so I asked Tommy who he thought was cuter: Kenny or Jo? Tommy took great delight in this, until Kenny growled at him that if Tommy wouldn't pick him, he'd break Tommy's finger and stab him. . . um. . . *blink blink* okay. Tommy---after a while of threats from Kenny---Finally chose Kenny.
Kenny and Jo got off the same stop, and Jo said goodbye to me as he left, and Kenny slapped my hand (He probably didn't mean to hurt me but it stung) and said I was too shy for him to like. *blink blink blink* WHAT???? After Kenny and Jo got off, I apologized to Tommy, who said it was alright, and we both agreed Kenny was a big moron and that Jo is a lot nicer than him.
5:10 AM----Woke up and got ready
7:50 AM---Ate Granola Bar during first period
3:45 PM---Got home from school
4:00 PM---Ate Burrito from Lean Cusine
4:00-5:00 PM---Read a book
5:00 PM---Went to bed
8:45 PM---Woke up
9:00 PM---Am writing this
And I still need to do a BUNCH of homework, which include finishing a paper in English, reading my reading assignment and taking notes, finish my math homework for the presentation tomorrow, study for a Japanese test, do a Science worksheet as well as study for test. *sighs* I know I shouldn't sleep when I come home. . . I'm just sooooooooo tired.
Today we had a history test, and I asked Janice what she got, and she replied she missed like 8. Then she asked me what I made, and I was so close to saying I missed 5 or something, but at the last second I changed my answer to 100 percent, because that's what I got.
Today my crush sat next to me, and for some reason I just didn't feel the flutter in my stomach. In fact, I felt slightly disgusted and I don't know why. . .
Brendan (a boy in school) exchanged emails with me, and he gave me a nickname of "Ms. Vertically Challenged." I gave him a nickname of "Mr. Weird" because I couldn't think of anything, but I think he took offense to it. I was only kidding.
Tommy sat next to me AGAIN during the bus. I want room, but instead I'm squished up against the window with my bookbag. That boy I was writing about earlier, who called me Ma'am, sat behind us (His name's Jo). He obviously knows Tommy, and they began to talk, but then he started talking to me and flirting with me, and Tommy told him to stop it, that he knows what he's up to. Then Cedric from Japanese class started talking to me (I just want to unwind and listen to music! Not talk) but fortuntely his stop is early on the way.
Then this boy sat in front of me, so that I was surrounded by boys. I was beginning to feel a little claustrophobic. This boy was named Kenny, 6 feet something inches, and muscely. . . He then asked Tommy and Jo if they were both hitting on me. Tommy shook his head no (I think he thinks of me as his sister now, like I think of him as my brother) but Jo didn't comment, because he was. Then Kenny asked me what I was listening to, which was Linkin' Park, and he asked if he could listen to it so I gave it to him. He then said I was hard core (the song was hard rock) and he asked me if I murder people. *looks confused* What? I told him sarcastically that, yeah, I go on hunting sprees at night.
By now, Tommy and Jo were in deep conversation, and Kenny asked me if I think Jo's cute. I shrugged, but he kept goading me, so I whispered he was okay. I mean Jo is cute, but I don't want to say that in front of him. It's embarrassing! Then Kenny asked me who I thought was cuter, Jo or him. Now I definitely couldn't answer that. Even though both are cute, I'm not attracted to either of them, and saying one is cuter over the other would not only be embarrassing but would hurt one of their feelings.
So I shrugged nonchalantly and said I don't know. He kept goading me, just staring at me until he made me uncomfortable, neither smiling or anything, saying he won't be mad if I say Jo is cuter, but I really didn't believe that. I just got quieter and quieter until he finally asked if these type of questions made me shy, which I wholeheartedly agreed with. But then he mocked me, which riled me up, so I asked Tommy who he thought was cuter: Kenny or Jo? Tommy took great delight in this, until Kenny growled at him that if Tommy wouldn't pick him, he'd break Tommy's finger and stab him. . . um. . . *blink blink* okay. Tommy---after a while of threats from Kenny---Finally chose Kenny.
Kenny and Jo got off the same stop, and Jo said goodbye to me as he left, and Kenny slapped my hand (He probably didn't mean to hurt me but it stung) and said I was too shy for him to like. *blink blink blink* WHAT???? After Kenny and Jo got off, I apologized to Tommy, who said it was alright, and we both agreed Kenny was a big moron and that Jo is a lot nicer than him.