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adeina_rhyddha August 9 2010, 22:54:33 UTC
Aw, thank you! Honestly. It's so sweet of you to say that. I put a lot of effort into my writing, because it is something that I love, but my beta will willing tell you how self critical I am about it.

Ha ha. It's a shame my best guy friend doesn't have that. He'd love it. He went through a lot of crap when he came out, the poor boy. People eventually just had to learn to keep their mouths shut around me, because I get very protective over those I care about, and when angry am quick with my fists. It's not the best way to solve arguments, but I don't tend to care about that when I get angry.

I write sweet!Finn a lot, what can I say. x3

If I wasn't, my best guy friend would most definetly not be my friend. And I'd miss him. We've known each other years. And I don't know why it bothers some people so much. I honestly don't. I don't see anything unnatural about it all. Love is love, no matter what form it takes, or who is giving it or receiving it.

Aw. Well, I live in England, and have never had a boyfriend or been kissed, so you have a heard start on me, at least. x3

Everyone wants to believe in happy endings. Belief is a wonderful thing.

They didn't used to be. But recently, I've been slower at writing. I'm not entirely sure why. But I'm getting back into it.

Aww, thank you! You are far too kind about the waffle I drag from my brain. <3

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etincelle20 August 9 2010, 23:51:32 UTC
I'm not being kind, I am being honest. Really)

Love is love, but one of my straight friends who told me I am her best friend ever asked me when one of LGBT meeting is going to be held just to tell this her homophobic friends. They went there and tried to beat everyone up. So I'm glad that that fact didn't make me heterophobic, but it made me cautious.

I went through a lot of crap myself, and keep doing it. With my orthodoxal mother it sometimes become almost unbearable. And I'm trying hard not to burst into tears while talking to her.
So I understand what your friend is going through like... every day.
Aw, sweetie, you will meet the guy who will love everuthing about you. (Hopefully, I don't sound like Mr.Shue, or now do I?=)

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adeina_rhyddha August 9 2010, 23:57:12 UTC
Thank you! People always say that, yet I still never believe it.

That's just...I don't even know. I couldn't do that. I remember getting a phone call at two am about a year ago from my best guy friend. He was in tears. Someone had egged his house and spray painted "fag" on his garage doors. I helped his dad clean it off and stayed with him a couple of days. It really shook him up. The only thing that stopped me from going out, finding who did it and breaking their noses was the fact that he asked me not to, because he is far too nice for his own good. But honestly, I wanted to kill them. He is one of the most wonderful people I know, and I still can't believe they hurt him like that.

He hates me babying him, but hey, I can't help it.

I can't say I relate, because I've not been through it, but I can understand because I've seen what it does. He's one of the strongest people I know, and seeing him crumble like that was awful.

You do, a little. But all my friends tell me that, too. I've just yet to find him. x3

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etincelle20 August 10 2010, 00:12:20 UTC
Your friend is really lucky to have you. And you are lucky to have him=)

My best guy friend was just so upset about his boyfriend's inner homophobia. He struggled so hard to be proud and to be free, and then comes this guy telling him, that it's not normal to discuss his feelings with straight ppl. It made me wanna punch him in the face, but my friend asked me not to. Though I told his boyfriend everything I think about him, and how much I wanna hurt him.

Sometimes I just can't help babying my friend. We almost live together, and I always cook something, and buy him his favourite cookies, Everybody thinks we are getting married. And they don't know how wrong they are.

Mr.Shue knows for sure, honey=))

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adeina_rhyddha August 10 2010, 00:16:26 UTC
I know. He's like the brother I never had. I love him. Sometimes I don't know what I'd do without him. I don't get upset often, but when I do, he's the one person I know can pull me out of it, no matter what. He'll just turn up with a big bar of chocolate and say something silly and we'll watch a chick flick and all will be well. I don't know how he does it, because no one else can. Bless him.

Some people are just idiots. In fact, a lot of people are.

Oh, I baby him like anything. People say we are like an old married couple. We are, really. It's funny. We said that if we aren't married by forty, we'll just marry each other. It'd probably only last a week before we'd kill each other or something. xDD

I hope so. I've got plenty of time yet, so here's hoping. x3

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etincelle20 August 10 2010, 00:28:02 UTC
We both have wonderful friends.
Say hi from me.=) And from unbearable hot Russia.

My friend said if there is going to be a war he will marry me, Though we acting like a couple, just without having sex.

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adeina_rhyddha August 10 2010, 00:31:15 UTC
We do. x3

I shall do!

Aw, I thought Russia was cold! I wanted to come see your impressive snow. I love snow. x3

Lawl. We act like a couple, too. People that don't know us think we are one.

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etincelle20 August 10 2010, 00:35:25 UTC
It is freezing in winter, actually, but right know it's 40 degrees C. And it's unbearable.
You should come to Russia.
I'll show you one of the most beautiful cities, St Petersburg.

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adeina_rhyddha August 10 2010, 00:36:49 UTC
I utterly adore snow. I'd come in winter and freeze and love it. xD

I will, one day. It's on my ludicrously long list of places I am going to go to before I die. xDD

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etincelle20 August 10 2010, 00:41:12 UTC
Go to my wedding before you die lol. I will be pleased.

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adeina_rhyddha August 10 2010, 11:53:04 UTC
x3

Maybe. Depends on when and where. x3

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