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you know that song...brain stew by green day? yeah i hate green day too but the lyrics fit PERFECTLY with me now..see?
Brain Stew - Green Day
I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm countin' sheep, but runnin' out
As time ticks by, still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind
On my own, here we go
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry, my face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own, here we go
My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
Crooked spine, my senses dulled
Passed the point of delirium
On my own, here we go
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry, my face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own, here we go
anyway i was laying in bed trying to get back to sleep when i suddenly had a random thought. i wonder if logan altman is on myspace? i will explain who he is not that anyone is reading but just for my own musings. we were best friends from about 4th grade to the beginning of 8th. an then i found new friends and turned into a douche. not that my new friends were better i guess i was just growing up. whatev. anyway i looked online and there he was...he turned into a sell out frat boy *vomit* im sure if he knew who i was now i would be just as disappointing to him as he is to me, but then again i shouldnt care about who he is anyway. its just that losing him as a best friend the way i did is one of the biggest regrets of my life. i wish he knew that. i know we can never be friends again, i just wish he knew who guilty and sorry i felt about it.
anywho, i wanna SLEEP!!! *SIGH* i do this EVERYDAY. i stay up till 3, sleep till like 8:30 then stay up till 12 then sleep more.. *SIGH* im gonna try to get some sleep.. later
Brain Stew - Green Day
I'm having trouble trying to sleep
I'm countin' sheep, but runnin' out
As time ticks by, still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind
On my own, here we go
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry, my face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own, here we go
My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
Crooked spine, my senses dulled
Passed the point of delirium
On my own, here we go
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry, my face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own, here we go
anyway i was laying in bed trying to get back to sleep when i suddenly had a random thought. i wonder if logan altman is on myspace? i will explain who he is not that anyone is reading but just for my own musings. we were best friends from about 4th grade to the beginning of 8th. an then i found new friends and turned into a douche. not that my new friends were better i guess i was just growing up. whatev. anyway i looked online and there he was...he turned into a sell out frat boy *vomit* im sure if he knew who i was now i would be just as disappointing to him as he is to me, but then again i shouldnt care about who he is anyway. its just that losing him as a best friend the way i did is one of the biggest regrets of my life. i wish he knew that. i know we can never be friends again, i just wish he knew who guilty and sorry i felt about it.
anywho, i wanna SLEEP!!! *SIGH* i do this EVERYDAY. i stay up till 3, sleep till like 8:30 then stay up till 12 then sleep more.. *SIGH* im gonna try to get some sleep.. later