Jul 17, 2005 14:19
it really does nothing but hurt your feelings to have someone you really trusted not even be able to talk to you any more. shouldn't i be the one acting all weird and silent? i don't know why i put my guard down. people always crap on me. i need a perminent crap guard. he's being so awkward it's painful.
rob has returned and i could not be more thrilled about it. we stayed up til 5:30 talking about the goings on of the last two years and how we really wanted to hang out but it was not possible. i did not tell him about how we call elame-a elame-a. i the near future, i'm sure.
i really did miss him soso much.
i also finally went to the optometrist. i forgot about that whole dialation thing and had to go to safeway with those crap sunglasses on. i couldn't read anything at all. nonetheless, i will soon look five times smarter that usual.
i completed a lovely weird pastelly thing featuring a girl with wheel feet.