Only ignorant people die.

[adeathray]

The only time I ever ponder life is in the shower. I don't really have a reasoning for it, its the only time I have to ponder. I am sad. Thats basically it. Its a short run sad curve. But regardless its a depressed short curve. I am fin. You're a tassel. Get some flubber. I am afraid of talking to women. I really am. I won't if I don't have to. I do have to. She is perfect. I have watched her for a month. Absolutely beautiful. I won't though. I will be brushed off like a sun burn. I saw Alexa's picture. She is gross. I am gross though. I can see why I am not saught after. I have rosacea, I get really self conscience about it. I wish it was just a sun burn that went away. I know I don't want a "scene" girl I want a girl with long hair that will sing to me. and Sing with me. Dance with me groove with me. Shake her hips and grind against my skin. Kiss my red cheek and not be turned off by it. I always have something to say when I am in the shower but when I sit at this thing I lost all of it. I will end up waiting for an eternity for this woman I don't need. I don't need anything I have. I am not even doing what I am put here to do.

I should've studied more economics tonight. I love everyone. I say hurtful things about stupid bitches. I don't realy feel bad about it. I really hate these girls. She is fucking stupid. "LOOK AT MY TITS!"