I hope im making the right decision
Im nervous. I cried. I laughed. I called everyone i miss. I made arrangements. I broke it to my parents. I dont know where my life is going. I dont know how to get better. I miss him... But i have made a decision and... I'm moving back to new hampshire.
I may not know where my heart is, in pieces some where im sure, but one thing i do know... My friends are in NH. Everyday my phone rings off the hook and its Matt or Natasha or Alicia asking me how i am telling me they miss me and i always knew they were there for me but this is for real.
I talked to cody the other day and even he told me he missed me and once i heard the ex that has had my heart for a year now tell me this i knew where home was... I dont want to make us work hes happy and im happy being his friend we made an amazing couple but we make better friends. He makes me shake and my heart race and i love everything about him but i dont care if im his lover or friend nothing can sabotage us again.
I hope im not doing something stupid, this feels right but im taking that leap of faith and trying this over.
Natasha, Alicia, Matt, Cody, Eric, Nick, Mike, and Brett... Im coming home.