wake me up when september ends
So today is my birthday and its been the worst day ever. Ive been fighting with my mom and brother since last night.
my gram gave away roxanne bc shes allergic to her.
Im sick of this stupid county and i wish i would have moved back to nh
Derek and i dont really talk... he snapped bc i said "give matt hugs n kisses for me" so i flipped a bitch n told him i wasnt his gf and until i am his gf i can say what i want. We stopped talking for a few days but i guess we're on good terms bc him matty and jaime called me today screaming happy mother fuckin birthday and all told me how much they love me which was very sweet considering i havnt known them long at all... but theyre fun shit.
I have been crying all day today... so my mom said that instead of taking me to NYC she was just gonna give me money and the car n let me go home believe me id love to... ive only been bitching about it for a month BUT i know what shes doing and shes being a cunt. Shes saying that then when i do it she'll cry the whole time bc i didnt want to spend my birthday with her. I cant win.
I need to off myself is all... I fucking hate my life more than fall out boy right now.
One good thing... i have a new husband... his name is Alek Mulley and according to him we're in love.
<3
my gram gave away roxanne bc shes allergic to her.
Im sick of this stupid county and i wish i would have moved back to nh
Derek and i dont really talk... he snapped bc i said "give matt hugs n kisses for me" so i flipped a bitch n told him i wasnt his gf and until i am his gf i can say what i want. We stopped talking for a few days but i guess we're on good terms bc him matty and jaime called me today screaming happy mother fuckin birthday and all told me how much they love me which was very sweet considering i havnt known them long at all... but theyre fun shit.
I have been crying all day today... so my mom said that instead of taking me to NYC she was just gonna give me money and the car n let me go home believe me id love to... ive only been bitching about it for a month BUT i know what shes doing and shes being a cunt. Shes saying that then when i do it she'll cry the whole time bc i didnt want to spend my birthday with her. I cant win.
I need to off myself is all... I fucking hate my life more than fall out boy right now.
One good thing... i have a new husband... his name is Alek Mulley and according to him we're in love.
<3