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GOD THIS BLOWS...
Fuck everything thats in my head right now... i just want to scream and cry and kick and throw a fit like im 5. I hate my life right now... Im so scared to move... im sick of crying and im sick of feeling so stressed out.
I called my mom the other day and cried to her and told her how scared i was to move and how much i miss gabe and how i feel absolutly rediculous for missing him so much.
What if i hate it down there like i hated NH...?
What if i dont meet anyone?
What if im alone... again...?
I dont know what to do or what to think anymore im so mad at the world, yes for not giving me what i fucking want!!!!!!!!!!
Katie is still here and we're having fun... but its gonna suck when she leaves, bc then i leave and im going to miss her... and im going to miss ashley... and im going to miss having a life...
*WAH!!!*
YES THIS IS ME THROWING THE HUGEST TEMPTER TANTRUM OF MY LIFE SOOOOOOO FUCK YOU ALL