Feb 10, 2005 02:12
So i just got off the phone with *him* I wish i didnt have to keep him a secret. I cant wait to go see him. I've been spending all of my spare time working on his valentine present. its gonna be a flip book of photos but its on paper from my diary and on each page it says tales of heart ache and the lines iare smeared like someone was crying on it, and around the photos its gonna have cut out sayings from magazines like "do you remember" and "heart of glass" and "kick ass times" n stuff like that and every other photo is gonna be either of the group from NY then a picture of me.. then im gonna lace it all together n make a sweet cover. Im almost done i think... but everytime i say that i find more stuff to add :0) im working hard on this i hope he likes it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its 2:30 in the morning and i cant sleep.
i think im starting to feel better but who knows.
i hate valentines day and the fact that im gonna be alone frustrates me >:o thats my yell face!!!
whatever its a stupid day eff it.