dreams

[addy_n_haim]

Okay, All this week, I've had dreams about this guy. Only, I'm not going to tell you, because EVERYONE knows him. I don't think I like him, either. I mean, he's cute. REALLY cute. But I'm not going to go and tell just anyone that I had a dream about him. Er... 5 dreams. My friend told me that he was probably thinking about me or something is going

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[mia222]

tell me EXACTLY how i misstreated u? plz i want to know. and exactly what conversation was this of mine and ravens that u were easdropping on? what if i do? r u ganna call the cops tell my parents? my dad already found out anyways. yes i am grounded. woot. (gawd i knew my mom was wronge (like she always is) she told me his whole fight would blow over) i wish it would. i miss u and i'm the only one who does i'm not the only one who was getting on peoples nerves. and it wasn't so much my need of attentoin from men as much as it was (and is) my deprestion problems.

i feel sometimes i cant trust anyone anymore b/c of u. i trusted u more than anyone in my life. my parents, alex, alyssa, my grandparents.
and u gave up on me. when i needed u the most.

i still havee flashbacks of us to this day. sitting on the swings and walking to school singing Anistasia. that one day when that girl said she didn't want to be our friends anymore b/c she was trying to get popular. look where she is now.... idk?
i'v only gone to the elm. school once this summer. and that was when i made out w/ danny. but the whole time i was there i could only see us two walking by talking boute what was going on at school when we werent together. i think this all started b/c i wanted to walk w/ susan. all b/c of that u won't talk to me. well
i think one of our problems where that i was changing and u had stayed the same scince we first met. (which isn't an insult it's just that u were very mature in the third grade.)

well i'm glad u got back into swimming and diving. did u'r brother? just woundering.

Helene
A.K.A. Amber

[addy_n_haim]

Furthermore, you don't know who I am anymore. I am not the same person, and if you can't see that, then we were never that close. You don't even know who my favorite bands are anymore. You don't know my favorite color or anything of that.
Please leave me alone. I'm sorry that you feel that I gave up on you, but I didn't. You did.