now letting me go... I just can't look, it's killing me, and taking control...destiny is calling me

[addy_n_haim]

I talked to Flea on the phone just now. I think I'm going to have a mental breakdown. It's not fair, it just isn't. My dreams torment me by night by giving me hope, by giving me light, and then everything crashes down when I wake.

Not fair.

In other news, Domonique's back. I haven't seen him yet, but Amber says he's taller. Taller than her. Man, everyone's growing taller than me. Damn my genetics!

That's basically all I have to say.