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The last few days have been really great ones. I have been able to have alot of one on one conversations with people that I haven't been able to in a while. I really need to stop worrying about friendships. I have this problem, where if I don't get invited to something, I freak out and get all angry, and basically consider myself not loved because I wasn't invited (I'm working on this one alot...it has history). Anyway, then I realize that they are all just going to love me the same...yeah I didn't get invited to something, I was pissed, and still am a little, but it doesn't mean that I am hated. I mean, I meant to give the silent treatment...that lasted all of...2 min. and I even ended up eating lunch with the kid. just the two of us, which I really enjoy. Dinner is also pretty awesome too. I enjoy eating with a HUGE group of people who I socialize with on a daily basis...it's fun. I'm really excited for wind ensemble tour. Yesterday was just a good day. I got to play my instrument alot, which I really enjoy, and alot of other fun stuff happened. I got to spend the night in my room, doign homework talking to roomie and ruthie. That was alot of fun. I really enjoy times like that with my neighbors, and roomie.
Today was a good day too. Except that I was feeling a bit shitty. I love my classroom management class, because he says get into groups with the person sitting next to us...immediately there are three tables in our group. People are just so fun this semester. Psychology class is just so fun. Today he told us about a bunch of stuff, and gave examples, and I UNDERSTOOD it...not by reading, or by doing the examples myself, but by what he said. That was really fun. Then conducting...that's a hard class. I came back to the room, and just chilled till I had to teach the clarinet people (YAY MIRANDA), that was fun. I love teaching, especially when I can see someone succeed in what I have taught them. And finally, wind ensemble. I like the tour music. It's alot of music, and a TON of notes, but that's always fun...cause the TON of notes go really really fast, and that's flute players heaven :) ...well, no way, but its what makes a day good for us. Then I went out with katie :) that was sooo much fun!! I am sooo going to miss you!!!!!!! And that leaves me here...in front of my computer (yet again) attempting to do homework. Now, I think I am going to go to bed...I'm tired. alot. Goodnight all!!!
Today was a good day too. Except that I was feeling a bit shitty. I love my classroom management class, because he says get into groups with the person sitting next to us...immediately there are three tables in our group. People are just so fun this semester. Psychology class is just so fun. Today he told us about a bunch of stuff, and gave examples, and I UNDERSTOOD it...not by reading, or by doing the examples myself, but by what he said. That was really fun. Then conducting...that's a hard class. I came back to the room, and just chilled till I had to teach the clarinet people (YAY MIRANDA), that was fun. I love teaching, especially when I can see someone succeed in what I have taught them. And finally, wind ensemble. I like the tour music. It's alot of music, and a TON of notes, but that's always fun...cause the TON of notes go really really fast, and that's flute players heaven :) ...well, no way, but its what makes a day good for us. Then I went out with katie :) that was sooo much fun!! I am sooo going to miss you!!!!!!! And that leaves me here...in front of my computer (yet again) attempting to do homework. Now, I think I am going to go to bed...I'm tired. alot. Goodnight all!!!