Im done trying.
Wow today has probably been the worst day of the break. Have had headache all day from football yesterday and had my mom yelling at me just to make me mad, and some other stuff. im so down right now. itll come back up eventually but still, i dont understand how nothing works for you, ever. This year sucks sooooo bad not even kidding, so ive been in and out of the hospital, nearly died twice from diseases, the whole sara thing, parents hating me, the whole bianca thing, and now another thing. wow. i honestly dont know how this year could get any worse, but something will happen i know that. someone close will probably die or ill get hurt again and be out for lacrosse, or ill get super sick again, or ill just give up. only thing that kept me going is now gone. blah.