Apr 23, 2006 21:52
and i just bought myself a paid account for livejournal. i'm not so sure why, but i did. what do i do now?
i'm really lonely. i havent been "grounded" in a long time. not really grounded, but i'm not going to go anywhere because i know my parents would stop me if i tried. and i know that i was wrong.
haha, oh yeah, i havent updated that yet.
thursday night i found out i had a meeting at the school at 7am to do my closing IEP whatever crap. well, i've been skipping a lot of school. a lot lot lot. needless to say they told my parents. my dad has had time to cool down, but i just told my mom about it tonight, and she's pissed. she was in texas when my dad found out and he didnt want to ruin her trip. so yeah, i'm pretty much dead right now.
and lonely. oh so lonely. the only time i see carl is when i'm at work these past couple days. i hate it, it sucks. i want hugs. i need kisses and cuddles. i need support. i need YOU. its been 9 hours since i last saw you, and i miss miss miss you. i love you. fhbjdegbj.
so i was bored and went to some dead girls myspace. it was sad. a lot of the comments left were really emotional, and i can only imagine what i would do if someone close to me died. my best friend, carl, family, cat. if i cry over dead hermit crabs, what would i do a friend?
on a final note, i've decided that there is a 46 1/2 chromosone disorder, and half the people that shop at cumby's have it.